So, my names Elle and i'm 19 and from ireland. i'm 6ft tall and I weigh about 200lbs iand looking to lose about 80-90lbs in the next few months, Although not diagnosed I have all the symptoms of having an eating disorder and have an awful relationship with my weight,food and my height... :) this is my story..

one day i won’t…

one day i won’t…

livingbetterfeelingbetter:

the worst feeling. i cannot wait till i don’t have to deal with it.

livingbetterfeelingbetter:

the worst feeling. i cannot wait till i don’t have to deal with it.

what i’d do to feel sexy in my underwear….

what i’d do to feel sexy in my underwear….

fat. ugly. too tall. too wide. too chubby. stretch marks… the main thing i need to change is my attitude, which is easier said than done.

fat. ugly. too tall. too wide. too chubby. stretch marks… the main thing i need to change is my attitude, which is easier said than done.

i wish my friends would stop saying ‘you’re not fat’…

i clearly am… just stfu & help me get skinny goddammit. 

i hate being the fat friend.. the chubby one of the group.. not for much longer..

i hate being the fat friend.. the chubby one of the group.. not for much longer..

california in 3 days! so exciting…

nowhere near having a beach body…. fuck it i’m gonna have a good time anyways.

i want no rolls, no back fat… just perfectly flat, perfectly toned. 

i want no rolls, no back fat… just perfectly flat, perfectly toned.